A PAIN FROM THE FIRST TIME

Love at the first time is different as love now. Everything has changed so fast. Especially him. I adore you since the first time until now. I do miss and love you, no reason. You said like that too at you were flirting at me. You said you were comfort just with me and I confess it. We’ve been through all the moment that we’ve known together. Slow by slow you hurt me like I’m an ass. You texted her, you said no. You called her for an hour just when I texted you hoping you replied me. But I knew you’re the one that got your heart away from me. When I slap you for the first time, we knew that was your fault, you said “thanks” to me like it was my fault I’ve been done.

Oh my God! This was like a movie. I’ve never experienced the way it is before. I thought this was just on a TV but I did. I’m sorry I cant make you love me. Your love is up but not for me. And the annoyed moment is when I got your nonchalant. Really I’m not doing all this anymore. I chased on you, I hope I can get your love as well. I don’t know what to do. Really! These times are hard. To be honest I’m not good enough to face this situation. But the only reason is my heart goes on every time. I hated the moment when you said you’re dead-feeling right now. I just wanna scream out loud. No matter I don’t care at all. So this things, what have we done? Is that blur off? Come on! I’ve given all my feeling, all my story, just to make you impress. Am I there in your heart? If only you know how it feels, I don’t know whether you’d stay or you’ll leave? Please I’m tired with all these fucking bullshit things. Thanks for making such a pain!